Does your life flow like a figure of eight? Do your gifts create you the money you need to live the lifestyle you desire you may provide for your self and your children the things which you all need so that you may rest assured that your honouring yourself and teaching your children or anyone around you that YOU and your unique blue print of gifts given to your soul from birth are the only thing that matters in this life, have you mastered this art? If not are you asking yourself the questions why?
Are your gifts the very thing that are crippling you? The fact that you don't have the confidence to share them. You don't know how to extract the knowledge out of yourself in a coherent manner. Did you learn along the line that for some reason they don't matter that its more important to toe the line be a good boy or girl and follow the system.
Let me introduce myself I’m a mother of 3 incredible children with many creative gifts, who when they go into the system created by the powers that be become people who cannot cope. I am also one of those children and when I look at them and see them going through this I see an echo of the past in my minds eye.
However as an adult who has now 40 years experience of being myself. Having used myself as a tool for self study I now know and see that the very gifts that I have to a large extent have crippled me throughout my life.
It’s taken me until now to realise that I have no choice but to heal the confidence issues they have caused me so that I may step up and create the income flow that is needed using these at times disabling gifts to create a figure of eight style flow throughout my life. So I may life and provide a life of truth for myself and my children. So I may educate my kids in a way so that when they leave school they don’t need 20 years of break down and therapy just so they can have the confidence to be themselves. So they can create for themselves what I call is a figure of eight lifestyle…. Gifts creating…… abundant money flow…. Creating happy, healthy, humans and around again.
You see I know for a fact that that’s what we are hear on this planet for. We’re not here to struggle and be stressed, someone somewhere has got it all wrong. You see the way our systems are created our schools the way we are taught to be as humans for a huge percentage of us it’s completely wrong. I would go as far to say it’s absolutely crippling, yet so many of us are used to living in a state of self disconnection, stress and overwhelm that we all just validate this as a state of normality. Well, I’m here to suggest to you that this is wrong. I want to challenge you to look deeper. Because it’s as simple as this if your stressed and overwhelmed you don’t feel excited about your life and your work. If money isn’t flowing with absolute ease into your life using you’re unique combinations of gifts. If your kids are unhappy and stressed your home doesn’t feel harmonious then on some level there are things you're denying about who you are on this path called life.
You see I know that until we are brave enough to look our true selves in the eyes and say yes this is me and I’m bloody amazing and this is what I’m here for then circumstances will trip you up again and again. Life will put you into one uncomfortable position after position, our children will echo our pain you can blame it all on others or circumstances until your blue in the face or god forbid literally knocking on deaths door. However these life traps are simply a calling for you to look at what you're not sharing of yourself. Because a figure of eight flow life style is at the chore of all our truths. I believe that through myself being what feels endlessly tripped up by lessons and circumstances through digging deep into my own wisdom this is what I’m hear to teach. So let me share with you more about why I know this to be true.....
For as long as I can remember I’ve felt a story is my heart. Yet at the same time I remember sitting at my school desk age 5 my head full of images and magical stories. Everyone around me getting on with ease yet I just couldn’t get what was in my minds eye out onto paper. I didn’t understand the complexity of the English language I remember feeling like my stories were trapped in prisoned in my mind that my imagination was the place that they could only life. Like a secret only I would know about. In school I would be the one who couldn’t do it. The different one the one no one would understand. And so it began the never ending moving from school to school each place not really getting me until at the age of 16 I was told by the head we’re sorry you need to leave we don’t understand you we just don’t get you there very words.
So off I went into town to college vulnerable beyond words. Lost beyond imagination having turned to a life of rebellion and partying pushing boundaries in all the wrong places. I wanted to study psychology, history of art and art. However within weeks I gave up phycology because what I had imagined would be a course about studying our own concepts of the mind was just an information drilling project of everyone else’s ideas about the mind. This bored me desperately coupled with the fact I could hardly write so I quit. The same with history of art I just couldn’t keep up with the essays so I had to quit. Leaving A level art left to literally save me from myself and the potential hazards of being a lost young rebel.
Then life began to happen zoom forward 20 years. I now see that even at a young age I knew what my gifts were. I was interested in the mind and the impact this had on our lives. I was interested in the artists and what their take on the expression of this was both historically and in the present. I was an artist myself with a message to share. Yet the very gifts that I had where the very things that were crippling me. Then give me 3 children who are the same as me. A life of observation both of myself and people around me. I see that many of us are in the same boat. You see there is loads of lip service about follow your truth happening. However it’s not happening in the very chore of our systems. The first questions we are asked aren’t what is your truth little one. They are more along the lines of can you keep up so your parents can keep up with this insane bloody world.
Buzz words and syndromes like dyslexia and nerodiversitys have been created by the system for those of us that cannot keep up, those of us who choose to or are lucky enough to get a diagnosis and believe me compared to the amount who experience these ways little are diagnosed. You see its like the the system must have been created by the non-dyslexics the non-nerodiverse um why don't they have a name? I would say at least 50% of us if not more have more creative brains than the opposite yet why is it that so many people are trapped in a life constrained by a system that simply doesn't suit us. The way I see it is this it is our job as humans to educate ourselves about all the personality traits of these dyslexic and nerodiverce ways identify the gifts they bring along with the hard parts.You see if your in any way a creative thinker then some of these traits maybe effecting you and your family. You see all of us creatives have a huge amount of power to revolt against this trapping system which we are forced to exist in we just need to stop allowing our gifts to disable us we need to step into the power of them. We need to be brave enough to refuse a life which haven given up on before it even began and start being our own truth trailblazers.
So what’s my plan? To teach and share all that I have learnt on my journey about the mind humanity our gifts and how important it is we unlock our selves so that we can live happy healthy successful lives. I’m going to start breaking down what I see a the key personality traits of the creative and where they can find them selves trapped by them and how to turn this around. I’m going to start speaking louder about what I believe the messages are from the creatives so that somehow a creative and freer mindset can really start to make big changes to the world we live in.