Not sure what is going on for me this week but it’s been hard... my blog which I managed to write amongst sick children is lost, I was so pleased with it and excited to share as I’ve struggled to write resently now it has just disappeared. I’m going to try and retrieve it.....
In the meantime I’m going to say this......
Sometimes the quest to be ourselves and share the parts of us we so greatly want to express feels like an impossible act. Life literally trips us up left right and centre. It makes you feel like what’s the point no one cares who is listening anyway. There is a part of me that feels like that right now. As I stand here not feelings I twinkly.We all have our low points and it seems today I’ve hit one, the task is now simple how quickly can I re gather myself and bounce back with out dwelling too long on the hard stuff. So I may shimmer into the new year not sob! Doesn’t new year sometimes have this effect? What is it about high pressure feel good days they can do easily turn on us?
There is one thing I wanted to say and thats thank you wether you have read all my blogs or just a few I'm so greatful for the journey this has taken me on so far. All your feed back has made a huge diference to me and its been so lovely to hear your possitive comments. For years now these words have been trying to burst out of me and for many reasons confidence and a fear of being seen mainly I ignored them. So this year has just been incredible for me to step into my dream and start sharing. I had no idea at the begining of 2017 the huge ammounts of strength I would have found through the sheer practice of stepping into my truth and begining the journey of showing all my inner ponders.
For as long as i can remember I've had a bursting feeling inside to help people somehow believe in themselves so that they could be there very best and most insipred versions of themselves. This last year my main outlet has been through my blog and I hope that some of the info I've shared has empowered you to look at your life a little bit diferently so that you can love yourself that little bit more and be brave enough to express yourself a little bit more.
I'm looking forward so much to share this journey with you next year for now I'm sending you all my love and appreciation for you right now, whatever your doing, however your feeing i just want you to remember this that all the glitz and glamour you could ever ask for in life is on the inside deep in your heard and your soul is a sequin filled universe just waiting for you to dive in. You are enough riight now, you are magic and even if you feel like shit your still twinkly.