Ever get the feeling when you're falling into the web searching for something, you're not quite sure what, perhaps a missing part of yourself. The part you just can't pin your finger or seem to find. It rolls like this, you start looking for something which popped into your head, an idea, something important, and before you know it hours have passed and you're looking/ reading something totally random.
Sometimes when I'm feeling lost in myself I can find myself obsessively clicking at my phone trying to find something despite knowing the thing I’m looking for just can’t be or won’t be found because in those moments the only place I need to look is within. At these times I get the sense of crystallised shards of myself whiring around the world wide web and I just can't gather them. I’m sure I'm not alone on this, I wonder what would happen if we all switched our energy from external searching to internal searching what kind of a world would we live in?
I’m a self connection addict, I am because I know how good it feels to be in flow with yourself there is nothing like it, it feels so good. When I’m nailing it with my diet my fitness, managing time well so I get some space for myself to do things I love doing. When I have the headspace to dress well, feel and look good. Life becomes on fire, good stuff flows right to me as if from the sky into my lap. Work isn't work it pleasures, Kids are easier to cope with as are all relationships life feels good.
Then there is the flip side when I have fallen out of rhythm and landed hard into disconnection.
It becomes really hard not to eat rubbish, I give up on fitness before I know it I’ve been wearing the same jeans for days and I cant be bothered. Life gets harder its just not so much fun. This is when I find myself wasting valuable time on the web searching for random rubbish that I would be better off not even knowing about. Don’t get me wrong the web is incredible but its in these moments that it really doesn't serve me.
The thing is this we all have a choice as to what quality of life we choose to live, quality isn't really based on how much money you have to spend its based on the essence of the things we choose to invest ourselves in. There are a whole load of amazingly nurturing and magical energy boosting things literally on our door steps or not too far away, thanks to nature. However so many of us choose to spend our time searching on the web for things to fill ourselves up rather than just sitting and being with whatever feelings were trying to distract ourselves from. When all we are doing is enforcing the feeling of separation, disconnection or whatever else it is were experiencing.
For me the key word with all of this is disconnection, I see this with my children myself and well people all around me. When we disconnect from ourselves we literally check out of the potential for a full, happy and expressed life. Everyone around us feels it, kids can’t find you because your lost somewhere important down an iPhone being busy and productive. Partners cant reach us because our energy is unavailable, neuro- pathway's become shut down and it feels harder to reach out. We close off to the magic energy fields that exists everywhere trying to connect you up with everything you need with ease.Disconnection is one of the biggest diseases however but there are no health warnings all over it, it has become the modern day norm.
So my message is this both to myself and the whole wide world, please wake up. Connect to yourself do whatever you can. Carve out time and space for you to thrive, eat well, fill up on water, check in with your mindset, dress yourself in clothes you love daily become expressed. Take care of you, switch your phone off, stop looking for the answers, find them within yourself all the magic is right hear within you. Then connect with your family your friends be present with them.Lets start a connection revolution and see where it takes us, perhaps it would be a more peaceful and a more conscious loving world? Just a thought. xx