OK guys let's go deep here, let's talk about love, life, the universe, the chaos, the confusion, the intensity and WTF, why is this all happening right now and all in one go. Why after a whole year of slowly digging and ploughing my way out of situations, dreaming and visioning new ones into transmission, why does it all go and happen in the space of just 2 weeks? Every door closes and all the new ones open at the same time…Did that ever happen to you? When I was at fashion school and things would get a little intense, we would say wow this is really pushing us to our pepsi max. My question this is this; why is it we go along in life trying to shift the seemingly impossible then all of a sudden everything shifts, as if out of the blue then we find ourselves clinging onto what feels like the edge of a cliff? Everything around us crumbles into some kind of insane transformational shift. Why does this happen and what are we supposed to learn from these experiences? These are my thoughts…
Ok, if this is happening to me then it must be happening to others after all we are all intrinsically linked one way or another. Over the years with my observations of the human race I have noticed that we are all going through the same things but experiencing them within different situations. So I know that in some way or another you will get it when I talk about all of a sudden everything happening at the same time. Just like BOOM you were meandering along trying to make a few changes in your life then somehow the ground beneath your feet slips away and everything happens at once. All of a sudden the shift you have been dreaming of happens right in front of your eyes and your left thinking what is going on this is insane how can I cope.
So I’d love to get upfront and personal with you but the things that have been happening this last few weeks but they are so intensely personal Im not able to go into detail. However I want you to imagine the kind of shifts you might spend years dreaming of. The opportunity to step out of every section of your life thats not working for you into a new reality and it all comes to a head within two weeks and right before Christmas. So here I am literally on the edge of my new reality peering into the blank canvas that is my future with a huge amount of shifts to hold with three little beans in tow. My question is this do I bolt with absolute fear, or do I open up every part of my heart and my soul and surrender into the deepest amount of trust, knowing that even though I feel so out of my depth I am taken care of and that everything is going to work out. As I have taken some huge brave steps in a direction closer towards my truth.
Obviously I have decided to choose the latter, you see the way I see it is this…there is no coincidence in the fact the everything sometimes happens at once. I believe life sometimes tests us to see how absolutely we can let go and trust in the unknown. Its like a strange trick played on us by our destiny, a little question inside saying come on how deep, how surrendered can you go. The tests come in the form of one thing then the next all happening consecutively so you don't have time to think or see or feel. The only thing you can do is blur all fear into the ether and go into a place of absolute surrender and trust that every little thing is going to be taken care of one way or another. The only thing you need to do is hold onto your dream and your vision, cling onto it, see it in a full spectrum of images and colour then take one trusting step into the unknown with a feeling of absolute trust in your heart. So often we are walking our path getting lost in the what ifs and the hows that we find ourselves not even taking the risks towards transformation, we allow ourselves to live a life stuck too scared of the path of the unknown I’m talking about the absolute opposite of this.
So my feeling is this, when the universe pushes us to our pepsi max she is saying this, come my darling one onto the path of the unknown, don't be scared because you don't know where you are going exactly and how you're going to manage. Im pushing you because I know you can handle it because beneath your fragile human disposition I know you are strong and brave and you can take more than you could ever dream of. I know that you have chosen the path of your truth and I’m challenging you with so many things to cope with so you have no choice to surrender and trust that I've got you and you're going to be ok. You have no time or space to think or be sacred and as a reward for your bravery I will shower you with signs and gifts and magical opportunities so that you can be rest assured that you are on the right path. So that you will trust in me more and more each day, that all you need to do is believe with your whole heart that you are on the yellow brick road to your destiny and soon your rainbow will appear then not far off is that pot of gold. So darling one just keep going you're getting closer every day….Just keep going…..Thats what she is saying…..Thats what I believe the universe is saying to us when the whole damn lot dissolves before our very eyes.
So if you ever feel the energy of this happening in your life from a little to a whole damn lot remember this, you're not alone were in it together and to trust with your whole heart in the unknown because well thats where the magic happens and old doors can close and new ones open and that's when we get to the stage of mastering our reality this is where our true destiny lies the one we can walk blindly towards free from our fears one small step at a time with full trust in our heart and souls that everything is going to be ok.…
Thank you for reading my thoughts, I hope you have enjoyed them please share your feelings below.
Sending all my love to you
Daisy Jubilee x